The Year My Life Exploded - 99/11/01

To fracture
To split apart
To be two
Or three or four
Instead of one. To be smashed
To dust or pulp
An outside force
To large to handle
Coming too fast To diverge
To grow away
In silent waiting
Or reaching for the sun
And the moon

; To fall
Foundations jerked
From underfoot
No base
No stability To explode
To split at the seams
The inside
Bigger than the outside
Expanding too fast

To collapse
To crumble
To fall apart
One little piece
At a time To implode
To cave in
The outside falling in
On nothing
In the middle To be too little
Or too much
To have too few
Or too many
Of me

To crash
To shatter
To go to fast
Without looking
For the way To tear
Be ripped assunder
Two directions
Watching too much
To share

To fracture To split apart To be two Or three or four Instead of one.		To be smashed To dust or pulp An outside force To large to handle Coming too fast		To diverge To grow away In silent waiting Or reaching for the sun And the moon
;	To fall Foundations jerked From underfoot No base No stability		To explode To split at the seams The inside Bigger than the outside Expanding too fast
To collapse To crumble To fall apart One little piece At a time		To implode To cave in The outside falling in On nothing In the middle		To be too little Or too much To have too few Or too many Of me
	To crash To shatter To go to fast Without looking For the way		To tear Be ripped assunder Two directions Watching too much To share